I Deem Today Emotional Tuesdays!!

Hey everybody!! Welcome back to my page!! If you follow me on twitter, you know I have been lagging around while I should have been writing awesome posts like I usually do. Well, I got a little…..laggy.

You know those times when you start feeling down for no reason and lose desire to do practically anything……Well I pretty much had an episode. Sighs, life really knows how to beat down a sista. Anyway, while 4 feet deep in  sheets, eating a tangerine and watching anime (of course), I had a thought.Why don’t I start a trend that encourages me to speak up about how I am feeling for the week. Be it sad happy excited, I would pretty much know my mood once the Monday ends. So I deem today and all following Tuesday hereafter Emotional Tuesdays!!. I know, I am a complete genius (except i am pretty sure there were people who came up with this idea wayyyy before me). Oh well. I guess I have to do it better than them 🙂

So, I guess I should start….

How am I feeling today? I would have to say a little cluttered. Dealing with family school, and personal vendettas all seem to clump into a ball of confusion and I’m in the middle crying for help. The more a push to the surface, the deeper I go into the depths of the abyss. Yup, I guess I feel a mixture of anger sadness and I guess a little disappointment. Now that I think about it I think many people do have these feelings from time to time. The frustration that things are not going the way we think they  should and the sadness to reaffirm the notion the “Life isn’t fair”. On days like this I honestly want to cuddle up with my pillow and cry all day long. For absolutely no reason. I know, it sounds kind of weird, but at times you really can’t control all the feeling that run through the female body. Emotions are our forte, even if we like it or not. Geez, men have it easy!

Oh well, I guess I can’t  complain about it. I am what and who I am. I really can’t change it. All I can do is keep my chin up and smile through the rest of the week. I hope you all will do the same :). We will get through this week somehow, and hey, it can always end with a chill out weekend watching all the anime you missed (or at least that’s for me!)